tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33407412011-07-30T11:36:49.008-04:00mostly my randomness, but as always-when all is said and done. the pictures that i sketched of you are still brown...the color of my loveellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comBlogger5331100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1067189203433244322003-10-26T12:26:00.000-05:002003-10-27T17:08:34.220-05:00

audio post powered by audblog Yo I realize I said GLOB… but oh well.. it was free, and The joint wouldn’t let me fix it.. So flow with the general idea or don’t I’ve got a new spot that I vibe, I find it to be a more cathartic freeing release.. I will be back here every now and then. But there comes a point where you move forward or get rolled the fuck over.. And well I am not in the mood to be

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1066446082197948962003-10-17T23:01:00.000-04:002003-10-17T23:01:22.300-04:00

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1066435325169394912003-10-17T20:02:00.000-04:002003-10-17T20:14:27.850-04:00

i fuck myself every night wishing it was you that replaced my fingers deep in the cushion with yours turning off the mechanical monotony of my promiscuous mind allowing for room to settle into the comforts of what it means to be at home even though i've realized that i can't be holding onto you in this space at this time

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1066351629305614882003-10-16T20:47:00.000-04:002003-10-16T20:47:08.780-04:00

how strange it be that the same things that give me peace don't not when fifty fifty is reduced to 20 forty and that isn't even the whole of the eqaution the photo isn't under my desk its still in the wallet maybe in another time and place it would have made sense but i guess now it don't i never heard back from you when i last typed so i figure what is the use sis.do.wh.at.you.got.ta

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065923775199847322003-10-11T21:56:00.000-04:002003-10-11T21:56:14.553-04:00

if you care to know the where abouts e me if not peace

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065768753631785932003-10-10T02:52:00.000-04:002003-10-11T02:41:53.820-04:00

was just a word with sound and one indistinguishable sylable sound is a tap dance on decibles staggered spaced like fake ass niggas making their untimely presense at yo' funeral perpin' the realness but didn't even study the text and continue to review four and three quater stars for your performance i write this because it is cathartic to the soul i gotta purge the shit that

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065768027654230942003-10-10T02:40:00.000-04:002003-10-10T02:52:26.350-04:00

roy ayers said it best IT AIN'T YOUR SIGN, IT'S YOUR MIND

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065764649096585482003-10-10T01:44:00.000-04:002003-10-10T01:46:20.730-04:00

my sister is coming home for my moms b day.. i wonder what the weekend will bring. it is hot in here, and i have the windows open, last night i heard a siren of some sort going full speed down the highway. i thought hard for what was to be at the destination, and i am all hopes that it wasn't too bad. somebody asked me to pray for them, but i find it kind of hard to do, when i don't

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065764185902661932003-10-10T01:36:00.000-04:002003-10-10T01:36:25.563-04:00

so i am sitting here, listening to liquid soul radio stream, and what do i hear but d'angelo's Africa and i dig that joint so hard, so i am vibing like shit dood. and then the telephone rings, its baby t, seeing wassup with me.. nuthin girl. chillin like shiiiiiet i watched pi again tonight. very intelligent film.. i say you check it out,, elle now to trainspotting

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065753409710755912003-10-09T22:36:00.000-04:002003-10-09T22:36:49.326-04:00

lmao girl imma pray for that toe and you as a matter of fact since you are out funnin, all around the town just hope you got some colorful mints handy love your ellelee brown

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065747040662871562003-10-09T20:50:00.000-04:002003-10-09T22:40:53.026-04:00

when you say that you are a revolutionary feeding your pockets getting stock tips from martha i always knew you were an insider for the OTHER SIDE provider lier mother fuck that and yeah right you are full of the shit that runs from my constipated ass slow & infrequent baaaaaaaawwahahaha.. i love it .. cause i could care less what people you think

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065746059773573512003-10-09T20:34:00.000-04:002003-10-09T20:37:07.856-04:00

the lil' one called me and cursed me out, trying to figure out why the fuck i haven't called, she MOVED, and is on good terms with dum dum, although, he has yet to prove himself to her, and for real this time p has called to curse me out, lightly, asking where i have been, tellin' me of the goings on, that i have missed/have yet to hear about i talked to j dig, for a moment on one of those

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065745667941935402003-10-09T20:27:00.000-04:002003-10-09T20:40:46.556-04:00

if only it would stop crumbling before the foundation had a chance to settle down child before you go stirring things up again

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065671330053630102003-10-08T23:48:00.000-04:002003-10-08T23:48:49.496-04:00

that carmel apple cider wit' soy was BANGIN"

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065670304440026182003-10-08T23:31:00.000-04:002003-10-08T23:31:44.120-04:00

isn't it CUTE! lol

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065669674339569142003-10-08T23:21:00.000-04:002003-10-08T23:59:08.286-04:00

kinda small. very small.. oh well, it may not serve the purpose, but it serves A purpose.

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065584862496904092003-10-07T23:47:00.000-04:002003-10-08T00:02:06.846-04:00

peace ps.. finished the shawl tonight, my back is killin me, i was sitting up in the spot with out of all peoples, the chess club.. lmao, they was hitting those timers back and forth, and i was tickin and tackin. shawl done, whoooo hooo, my momma likes it, her eyes sort of lit up. next time i make one, it will work with the big gul, cause now i want one, but it gotta work with me oh yeah

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065584449141809542003-10-07T23:40:00.000-04:002003-10-07T23:40:48.713-04:00

i got this really cute shirt today, kinda off the shoulders, very cute.. shoes for work, and a pair of converse type boot things.. so we went to the grocery and this dude is straight staring me down, so my mom gets all up in his line, all up in his face and she keeps calling me over there, so i was like i am like mom, dood, i am chillin'.. so finally she is done with her order, and dood is still

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065542681606356772003-10-07T12:04:00.000-04:002003-10-07T12:04:41.683-04:00

driving ms daisy i am taking my grand mom and my mom shopping. oh the joy of driving people that think that you can't drive. toodle loo

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065480651346322712003-10-06T18:50:00.000-04:002003-10-06T18:50:51.576-04:00

there are times that i can't help but question you shit i question me but this is when i realize that maybe i wasn't wrong for stepping out on things deciding to walk along the uncertainties, in essense pulling myself out before my head was leveled by my urge to jump in upside down i know that she still loves you i deduce this from haikus on sunday mornings

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065420040636094752003-10-06T02:00:00.000-04:002003-10-06T02:00:40.780-04:00

i will call you the memento man do you realize that you are indeed the protagonist in your own disoriented reality beckoning for me to remember sammy jankis when it is you who has forgotten

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065413468504643672003-10-06T00:11:00.000-04:002003-10-06T00:14:28.673-04:00

i am a sucka for sad movies, and happy ones and i am sitting here watching antwone fisher and well it has me all teared up all teared up i can still hear the cow bells

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065391046495909282003-10-05T17:57:00.000-04:002003-10-05T17:57:25.860-04:00

how did those lucky suckas get to be on the one hundred grand episode.. i must admit that i think they should have divided the money out a little better, maybe like 5 grand to multiple people... considering they do some nice designs with a thousand. more people would have gotten better decorations, because some of those designs are crap.. and lets hope that frank is nowhere near the houses,

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065390336979832172003-10-05T17:45:00.000-04:002003-10-05T17:49:19.163-04:00

i have not dedicated myself to anything else besides, my moms shawl, which will be done by tomorrow, or shall i change that, the yarn that i purchashed will be gone by tomorrow, or late tonight, i am nott sure if it will do or not. it has gotten much bigger that the picture below, but i am still thinking that with one more skein, and about a fourth left, i am going to need to get some more.

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065388896949519182003-10-05T17:21:00.000-04:002003-10-05T17:21:36.810-04:00

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065388004315581872003-10-05T17:06:00.000-04:002003-10-05T17:06:44.383-04:00

i like the creative vibes, that my extra full room brings, with just the right amount of light, incense burning, and candles flickering, it has that peaceful feeling that i feel comfortable creating in.

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065385888356213602003-10-05T16:31:00.000-04:002003-10-05T16:31:28.083-04:00

Coat:: pea Allowance:: monthly Mist:: fine Disorder:: eating Scheme:: color Dick:: moby Homework:: ugh Milton:: bradley Shampoo:: peppermint Z::zzZZzzZZzzz...

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065251735428545172003-10-04T03:15:00.000-04:002003-10-04T03:25:38.706-04:00

1. What vehicle do you drive? 2001 ford escape, got it the same day i officially went natural, chopped it all off, with one inch to spare, got some gel twists, and went straight to the dealership 10 days after my 20th birthday (i got into a car accident 10 days before my 20th birthday) 2. How long have you had it? since april 27th 2001 3. What is the coolest feature on your vehicle? urm..

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065210003661785652003-10-03T15:40:00.000-04:002003-10-03T15:40:03.320-04:00

hat and wristband set finished today started in the wee hours, new wool very small amount, not enough for a hat, so i will make some type of change purse or something

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065204668608388752003-10-03T14:11:00.000-04:002003-10-03T14:13:49.133-04:00

freedom is a daily neceaaity like water, and we love most loyally and longest those who allow us at least occasionally to vanish and wander the curious night ------marge peircy love, i find is like singing, everybody can do enough to satisfy themselves, though it may not impress the neighbors as being very much ------zora neale hurston ....the personal life deeply lived always expands into

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065164517067433022003-10-03T03:01:00.000-04:002003-10-03T03:39:18.750-04:00

my right eye has got some serious problems.. i think it is because i crochet too much, and it tries to keep up with the movement of the fingers.. but it ends up getting lost along the way, and well, i think it is broke.. it wont focus on shit.. i'm like damn i need this joint for the rest of my life. which reminds me of my uncle that i love dearly, (rest his soul) but anyway, he used to joke

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065163497713408662003-10-03T02:44:00.000-04:002003-10-03T02:44:57.400-04:00

kevin was walking around with a big ass chain on, he had his shirt unbuttoned to his belly button, instead of his polyester patched elbow suit.. lmao and i tell you that shit was a big gigantic improvement.. ah.. these damn people i know.. i tell ya

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065163201794155282003-10-03T02:40:00.000-04:002003-10-03T02:40:01.546-04:00

i think meshell ndegeocello is the most beautiful woman in the world.

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065080015870170182003-10-02T03:33:00.000-04:002003-10-02T03:55:26.950-04:00

taking a break from moms shawl, i completed this hat and wristband set, it was getting a tad bit too monotonus, if ya know what i mean. talked to my pd also known as my othamotha, its funny cause she has some great insight on the person that i beez.. she sees all the overanalyzations first hand, and she is just plain down to earth. she told me that i just gotta let go of whatever it is

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065056497906621292003-10-01T21:01:00.000-04:002003-10-01T21:01:38.053-04:00

we'll see what it looks like.. my dad says my mom will love it i dunno. yet

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065046795522252682003-10-01T18:19:00.000-04:002003-10-01T18:19:55.413-04:00

sorry i haven't been able to contact you as you may know the telephone has died of a natural death but i hope everything is going okay on your end, and you are ok imma e mail ya love elleleebrownskin

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1065044032161616162003-10-01T17:33:00.000-04:002003-10-01T17:38:36.413-04:00

totally off the subject, but sometimes i think that wade robeson is a convulser disguised as a dancer, i mean have you watched the show.. i am not saying that he can't dance, because i know my ass can't.. but alot of the times, his popping and locking looks like it is on some ADD, i mean he does nice videos and stuff, don't get me wrong, but some of it is a tad bit interesting. the sharon

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064989848455176202003-10-01T02:30:00.000-04:002003-10-01T02:30:48.310-04:00

i was treated to borders what were they thinking i got the new issue of ms and one world and the book role call a generational anthology of social & political black literature & art third world press feb 2002.. at a whopping 5 dollars, i would say a steal for an anthology of beautiful black works. they had some journals 75 percent off, that were covered with silk, kinda nice, but i got my

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064956283546128162003-09-30T17:11:00.000-04:002003-09-30T17:40:39.146-04:00

those words ring in my minds ears, because she told me that today wow.. it was just by chance that i got in contact with you today, it never happens i am thinking it was meant to happen that way so i am coming to terms with the excavation and exploration of the dig site, once called our love and i think i will call this project understanding the understanding of it all, which is overstanding

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064949348077876282003-09-30T15:15:00.000-04:002003-09-30T15:15:47.980-04:00

If only I Could let You taste my Words before I let them go exactly when they were feelings pure and right Before they Became a Product Of my endless Mind Fuck Passing them dirty To my tongue For the elements to Have their way with them If I could I would have drank Your salty blues Before they became This river that i wanna Envelope myself in, If only To feel your Warmth and For

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064898568476424162003-09-30T01:09:00.000-04:002003-09-30T01:11:25.160-04:00

i need to take a run or a few million a sista is sososososososososososososososso unhealty it makes no sense i am ashamed of myself and in need of change i don't like living like this it is no fun being fat my clothes don't like me and i don't like them suckas either who wants to run with me onward upward

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064896308440666752003-09-30T00:31:00.000-04:002003-09-30T00:31:48.143-04:00

knitting a hat, and finishing 2 scarves

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064883018159579642003-09-29T20:50:00.000-04:002003-09-30T03:03:55.776-04:00

i deleted it i am so confused very very very very i just don't know i dunno.. burn some candles and nag champa for my soul, it is still a baby with many lessons to learn elle

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064807397831153272003-09-28T23:49:00.001-04:002003-09-28T23:59:32.213-04:00

today i had the joy of conquering the hair.. here is the transition.. from, all stuck together, to separation, and twisting, it turned out mighty fine alright elle

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064806837797626882003-09-28T23:40:00.000-04:002003-09-28T23:40:37.360-04:00

Herpes:: simplex Freddy:: kruger October:: november Hunting:: season MSN:: 8 36:: dollars Hotel:: my bed at home Travesty:: disaster Health:: problems Conditions:: urm?

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064751841483934652003-09-28T08:24:00.000-04:002003-09-28T23:25:48.233-04:00

sunday mornin' flashback to a time i wasn't present -but love like it was my own through the music that speaks so passionately to my ardent heart right on!--lemme turn down this music before the next time i walk out of here i got on three shoes platforms two on my feet.. yall know where the other is gonna be sincecerly elle ps hope that we can be together soon- go 'head harold melvin,

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064747872226109212003-09-28T07:17:00.000-04:002003-09-28T08:48:03.630-04:00

before i could get outside to see the sun, and the sky and the wind tickling the leaves, in its slyest manner(see previous post). i went downstairs got my obligatory ginger tea cup (the smell deems so,) i walk over to that OXYMORON of a water cooler, to get some hot water, and think of how lazy i am not to boil the water (but whatever), so i am looking for my tea, and i go over to the counter,

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064746324498617602003-09-28T06:52:00.000-04:002003-09-28T08:19:44.683-04:00

the sun is rising lovely so much so, that i must go outside to greet it's welcome to a new day and to better view the dark purple throwing on mute to make way for bright blue that's love //thank mom and dad for sticking two together because we don't know how//--3000 hey ya

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064744782385564972003-09-28T06:26:00.000-04:002003-09-28T06:45:05.623-04:00

i got up at 4 something.. going out to get the paper and wash me hair.. something about sunday morning hair washing that has got me hooked i must admit, i haven't been feeling the greatest lately, my body is not happy with me, and i am getting sick more lately, hideous headaches, arms feel like crap.. cloudy mind.. etc i need some more nag champa today shall be lazy (who am i kidding.. they

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064739041629324232003-09-28T04:50:00.000-04:002003-09-28T08:21:42.353-04:00

she is jabbin in my ear about this girl she saw that "was too good looking to be a girl" but i am like stop spitting the old ass rhetoric about how she was so cute but you is mad and now you questioning yourself cause i knowwwwwwww you is waxing poetic on them wooden floors that make a path straight through your heart trying to save face-it you are curious --and don't got shit to prove

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064696349611258552003-09-27T16:59:00.000-04:002003-09-27T16:59:08.926-04:00

will fix template later

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064673744155449962003-09-27T10:42:00.000-04:002003-09-27T10:42:23.893-04:00

going to get me a record player.. whooooo hooo!! my dad was like what is next an 8 track if i so desire elle

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064645792849520052003-09-27T02:56:00.000-04:002003-09-27T02:57:34.326-04:00

i must admit, i have been spending a horribly insane amount of time typing on this thing. most of the time it is between knitting, from patterns on here, simply cause i haven't hooked up my printer, i am knitting a tube top for t, and i hope it is small enough, she has the exact opposite problem i have with clothes i just got off the phone, my two-something ritual, and i must say, it was a joy

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064617026155120172003-09-26T18:57:00.000-04:002003-09-26T19:22:49.873-04:00

strippin out these clothes hot- knowin that if you was here i wouldn't cause i can't let you see my insecure side which is all of them and that is really the reason i hold back on love there now i said it

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064616104508983112003-09-26T18:41:00.000-04:002003-09-26T18:41:44.090-04:00

we are taking the clothes to a womens and childrens shelter.. now i shall find the one, that i will donate to bout to go re-wash the clothes, and box by sizes :)

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tired of the looking like everyone else make your own i am making tshirt transfers tonight any ideas?

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i have aquired a heap of yarn lately, at more than perfect prices. luck.. probably what is it you ask green- 5 hanks of bahamas, made in italy for jakobsdals coulour 4124 lot 1951 yellow- (2) katia menta color 22 tint 20245 novelty eyelash type yarn (2) katia blues viscose ribbon yarn tirqouise& purple-(1) each dancing leaf farm chenille yarn misc. yarn some what i think to be bags that they

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for not making the phone ring on your side i was too busy trying to fold myself into the hospital corners of my bed the feeling you ask.. every bit of despondent, dejected, dispirited.. yeah you get the picture i am about to go try out my new tooth brush yes--at three-oh-five in the morning because i finally got her to go to sleep, cause i don't feel like talkin on the phone, or watching a

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two text messages from two different people at the same time amina lawal wins appeal against stoning tees best friend had a healthy baby gul peace elle

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i am going to take a shower simply because it is easier to disguise the tears when you have water running down your face

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i finally figured out, that i can't manifest my love for you through br ok e n ke yst ro ke s and unintelligible grammer Before, I mustered all of my heart into a ball and threw It Half ass hoping that you would catch it And throw me to the side So that I could recover in Normalcy And then again half ass hoping you would catch it take me home and when you did, its as if i got home sick

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they used to call me a poet but now my words aren't to their liking so i ball up every page of those things and burn them in the fire like i want you to promise you will do me when i am gone physically- Do that for me Or all shall not rest don't sit me in no church i never graced after i was old enough to choose for myself I don’t want nobody standing over my Lifeless body talking about

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064471650605048152003-09-25T02:34:00.000-04:002003-09-25T03:01:39.786-04:00

i miss my ginger altoids, and my tin of mints that ever so politely states "please enjoy a mint, since your breath smells like butt" it is hot as crap in here, my head is aching, and jata just told me i am fasting because i can't fit into my jeans..and then she laughed long and hard.. you know when i get your ass back, there is no discussion- how do they say it... get back is a muthafucka.. ;

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if only this freedom thang didn't hurt so bad i now know why my momma always sent me off first aid kit in hand

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they vould probably be talking to me in the voice of ms. brown, sceaming obsenities.. like maybe "what the fuck is your problem" followed by !@#$%^@#$@#$#@$ ah the pain..

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I must have drunk me about 15 Dr. Peppers. i got to pee elle

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to my best friend/ geechee girl i wont move fast for you i wont move too fast i will try not to move fast i wanna keep the pace with your riddems cause i see your fire bright like those city lights that when still dance with the same e-mo-tion as that photograph i got etched in my subliminal of movements made with conciousness of heart and mind i ain't never going to move to fast for you to

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1064386950154089482003-09-24T03:02:00.000-04:002003-09-24T03:50:38.183-04:00

i can't sleep, so i will give you a little letter to read at your desk tomorra.. i was just sitting here, and i looked you up in google, and i was reading your archives, and gurl ain't shit funnier than that right there, maybe its cause we was going through it all together. and out of all the folks that i can relate that hardest, and best times of my life with, it would be you, cause you was a

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they killed the pictures on my page.. who knows of good hosting that will allow, my visually stimulated mind to function.

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My lips don’t take no kisses Packaged in babies breath And apology Leave that to your mrs For not askin if you could Rearrange the flowers in her garden

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Lets find new ways to make love cause neither my mind Nor my body, can continue to contort Into those god awful positions You got out of a Book for a buck ninety-nine

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today is the second day of my accidental fast, it was actually pretty easy, i feel pretty good, hopefully significant change will come, i purchased a pocket muse today, and sacred woman, by queen afua, and have decided to do a 21 day cleanse, lets hope we get to day three, i was talking to my loctitian, about cleanses, and fasts, and this is where i am now, feeling okay and creative, i'll post

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my art, i can't help but feel my heart twinge at those words, sent by a sistasoul in life.. but i must remember "Try to write poems at least one person in the room will hate." this one's for you elle

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I smelled nostalgia, the sun was shining beautiful, And the clouds were soft, and inviting, as if to seduce my fingers into playing catch with the unattainable. Its funny but that afforded me an understanding Or at least a smidgen Of how you must feel On your plight with my heart And if it is any consolation I would surely curl my venus With your sun If only the time Was based on an

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so i am riding down the street listening to the love below, and the next thing i know somebody scares the bejeevus out of me, horn blaring, i turn and look, he is waving at me "hey honey" he says, and i realize i have seen him somewhere, in a store with his significant other, maybe it was his boyfriend, and i turn to him, and wave, and smile wide and point to the rainbow lei that is over my rear

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i put it out there, and it came to me, ellelee has a j-o-b i start on the 19th, by choice, i have a lot of things i need to finish up, to get started, to reconcile, to purge.. to find before i get up in that piece. yes, happy as shit, personal revolution going on here.. give thanks.. yepperz going to borders, to work on some hats, and tic tac as j-diggy would say "you tic tackin over there?

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bout to start on another, i haven't eaten today, i guess i will go chew some orange juice.. and hit them pillows. tomorrow is going to be busy, gotta drop the hats and thangs off at the shop, and head to aylins for some yarn for the PROJECT peace and ... elle

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hang on to the world as it spins around just don't let the spin get you down things are moving fast hold on tight and you will last keep your self respect and your manly pride get yourself in gear keep your stride nevermind your fears brighter days will soon be here take it from me some day we'll all be free...... keep on walkin tall hold your head up high lay your dreams right up to the sky

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I am sitting here, listening to the dells, with my old ass, as p would say. I swear I love some music. Especially old music, cause they talk straight to you And I would fuck so hard with those basement parties, my folks be telling’ me about, the joints with the blue light, and you best believe my ass would be having a rent party, lol, but even moreso it makes me remember growing up in

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I get it from my momma this weekend was peace! except no word from you.. hmmmmmmm who could you be?! isabel came through and wrecked all the havoc she cared to, and then left. so many trees down, two in our yard, and about the same in everyone else’s. saturday i went to go pick ms p up, from her house, but in the midst of listening to my radio, all the way up, and going somewhere space like

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why the fuck am i so gotdamn shy... oh my goodness, i got this weird ass fear of rejection....... stop the fucking madness.. crazy ass elle

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it is even hotter in here.. hotter than july.. whoo.. you could fry an egg on my forehead... probably wouldn't be tasty but hey.. what can i say i am sitting here in the complete darkness watching goodtimes in a tiny window on my 'puter, dreading the battery lights inevitable blink in some minutes. 38 to be exact. gosh.... its been so long since i have typed here about the state of thangs..

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i've got a lot of stuff on my mind, it is hot in here, and i can't quite figure it out. i have been thinkin on it ... for some minutes, and seconds and hours if only i had a crystal ball ugh in the process i made three hats.. and my fingers don't like me no mo'

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oh my.. i was just thinkin' on how ms. t puts thangs.. she be trippin a sis up. she got a way with words, and that is half the battle.. got me thinkin november is after september.. like immediately.. maybe its cause i was in the grocery sto' not thinking about what she was talkin' bout.. but damn.. i have known the 12 months since when..? not to mention she is dangerous to be around, and

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peace to the people i got a new computer viao frv28 so many blessings. i got my hair twisted up yesterday, and i now have a spot to sell my items.. my loctitian(sp) is so extremely nice, not only has she offered to do this, she has commisioned me to make a set for her hat wristwarmers and poncho. i can't finish this right now but before i go i wish peace to the williams family on the

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three wristbands acrylic one penny purse

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in love hmm what a feeling don't dig too deep now-- for the speculators elle

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....and then the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom. -anais nin everytime i read that quote, which is plastered in my psuedio, i envision a georgia o'keeffe painting.. she made the most beautiful flowers, which were at one point encased in a boring old bud, which leads me to believe, that beauty is ever lying in the unforeseen .

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oh my.. i feel like shit i really dislike falling out of my bed, not to mention i only wake up after a mild concussion. ha, i ventured outside to get the mail, equipt with a robe, only to realize, that i had an unmentionable, hanging loose.. i wonder if they saw me.. ah gotta love days like this

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some photos of what i have been working on in my spare time. not all of it, just a taste.. i been gone for a minute, but i will be back with some of my old ass ellelee-isms and some new funknastyness i am trippin' and you know how it be, so for the second time around we gonna make it funky for real this time you don't gotta fuck wit it---just let it flow i might not be picasso, but i'll tell

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so then t-diddy texts me where you at -home, you wanna meet me at walmart, returning rugs- hey gotta eat i would but i have no money -i don't know about you, but i'm about to hit up the grocery store (for more ramen its amazing how inventive you can get with plastic noodles and a seasoning packet) don't you wanna go get me some potato soup from bennigans -where that come from, you better hit up

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a girl is broke.. understatement.. i am left to ramen noodles, and they have now dubbed me the queen of returns, cause hey i sometimes buy things that don't make any damn sense, which calls for return.. and all i got to know is what is so wrong with that? its been a minute since i really put everything out there.. and tonight might not be the night, but i am in need of a good ole soul stirring

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1060998297424678662003-08-15T21:44:00.000-04:002003-08-15T22:22:29.760-04:00

she'll never know that she's the reason that i wrote this rhyme and i'll bet she'll never guess but i go all out of my way just to deliver this rhyme but shel'll never know-no-oh oh subject numbers 5 & 15 dripping like thoughts wet you quench me with each discovery i am still amazed that you that you are willing to give ME everything that you got whole heartedly and with a fight "i

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1060403807936232892003-08-09T00:36:00.000-04:002003-08-09T00:40:52.883-04:00

ahhhhhhh.. dammit.. i had some shit to say, but well i just been away from the computer, i got my hair twisted up type lovely, met this playwrite at the cafe, when i was throwin away my cup, and she asked me to sit down and hear her work. it was hot, she is in this travelling womens theatre group, and she has invited me to be a part in her play... whatt? its cool, one of those bomb meetings,

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hmm there is this girl, that i know who is really in a rut, she has a baby, and is currently pregnant by this guy i went to highschool with who has FOUR children already he is 22 , who quit his job so he wouldn't have to pay her child support, and who is very much an asshole. anywho, she doesn't make much money and she needs help, so my sister and i are going shopping for her baby. now i

ellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03403201789521075350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3340741.post-1058365880467623062003-07-16T10:31:00.000-04:002003-07-16T10:34:59.183-04:00

hmm i don't feel much like talking.. all i got to say it that i don't like drama, and there seems to be alot of it lately.. oh yeah i will add that my cellphone sucks.. has zero signal, and i am tired of hearing "you are breaking up" i had a weird ass dream this morning, after waking up at the buttcrack of dawn to get alfred to camp.. does 5-ish seem a little outrageous for a 7 year olds day

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dancing to your beat i once danced to your rhythyms thump thump

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